Christmas Short Story: The Christmas Project

A christmas short story showing that the greatest gift is the gift of kindness.

A Christmas Short Story by Lori Soard

Dozens of small miracles brought them to this day, this moment, this feeling and the way the town now embraced Christmas. Nicholas Kringla’s ancestors set foot in this small Indiana town in 1852, when it was still named Morristown and when it was still a tiny village. How many stories had he heard about the Christmas spirit of those first settlers and how they stepped up to help one another survive the rugged landscape of the Midwest as it became settled – long before it became the small rural farm town of Henryville today. 

Nicholas came from a long line of Dutch explorers who adored everything Christmas. His great-great-great-great grandfather, Kristofer Kringla worked a 200-acre farm that butted up against what today was the state forestry, starting a workshop that was so top secret no one was quite sure what he did there. All he knew what that Kristofer had loved Christmas and passed that love down to Kringlas in their very veins. 

In the last twenty years, the town became more scattered. Fewer people knew one another as new families moved in and old families moved out. The ties that used to bind a community faltered in some ways, but stayed strong in others.

He’d missed being a kid in school and knowing everyone. Today, though, people held hands across the high school parking lot, from front yard to front yard, down US 31 and on into the forestry in a giant line of support remembering the husband of a local widow who lost everything and gained a whole town.

He didn’t know the names of the teenagers on his right and it didn’t matter. They shared a common cause, uplifting the family of a fallen soldier and through doing so changing the world for the better. To think, it all started with a small child.

Three Weeks Before Christmas Day

Eight-year-old Poppy Fields struggled to find a theme for her school project. Her third grade teacher wanted them to find something kind to do for another person and write a report on it. They couldn’t tell anyone else who they’d helped. It had to be a secret that only they and the teacher knew about.

She didn’t know anyone, having only moved here a month before, and she had no idea what she could do that was kind. The other kids all said they knew their projects already and Poppy still struggled to find something for hers. Who could she help without the person knowing she’d helped them?

It was on Wednesday she finally got an idea. She walked past Mr. Kringla’s house every day after the bus dropped her off. Poppy loved horses but they couldn’t afford one right now. Her father got laid off before they moved here and even though they’d moved for his new job, they told her it wasn’t possible to get a horse right now and probably not for a long time. Mr. Kringla had not one but three horses in his field. Three beautiful horses, who she loved. Poppy stopped every day and shared a carrot or apple or other treat she’d saved from her lunch with the horses.

Today, she had three baby carrots left. She walked up to the fence, and called the horses. “Come here, pretty horses.”

Trained from her treats from the last month, they all three came running toward her. That’s when she saw Mr. Kringla burst out of his front door and stomp his feet toward her. Poppy jumped back from the horses.

“What do you think you’re doing?” His voice was gruff and reminded her of Maui from the Disney movie Moana.

“F-feeding your horses a carrot.”

“Don’t feed my horses anything without asking first. Understand?” Poppy’s own father was a soft-spoken, kind man who rarely raised his voice. She burst into tears.

“Now, don’t go cryin’ like that. They get sick if you feed them the wrong thing. Just stay on your own property.”

She nodded and made her way home, hanging her head down and staring at the ground directly in front of her feet. The only friends she had here were those three horses and now she probably wasn’t going to be able to talk to them anymore.

Why did Mr. Kringla have to be such a grumpy old man? Her mother waited at the front door, and she collapsed into her arms, sobbing so hard that her words were barely understandable.

“Do you know what I think?” Her mother grabbed a tissue from the box on the living room table and wiped Poppy’s tears away. “I think Mr. Kringla is sad and lonely. I heard he lost his wife last year and they didn’t have any children. He probably just needs someone to be kind to him.”

That’s when the idea struck Poppy – she would make Mr. Kringla her project. If anyone needed some kindness, it was a grumpy old man who wouldn’t even let a little girl pet his horses. Now, she just had to figure out what to do for him.

Two Weeks Before Christmas

Poppy watched him quietly when she’d see him outside. No one came by his house and he didn’t seem to go many places. He worked outside, fed his horses and other animals and went back inside. When she’d first moved here, her mom made her cookies after school every day. The cookies didn’t make her stop missing her friends but they did help a little. Maybe she could make some cookies for Mr. Kringla and take them to him.

“Mom? Can we make some sugar cookies for gifts?”

They spent most of the afternoon baking one cold Saturday two weeks before Christmas. Poppy took her time and decorated each cookie for Mr. Kringla with care, adding sprinkles and little icing hats on the Santa Claus shaped cookies.

She put his cookies on a plate and wrapped them with plastic wrap and a pretty red bow she found with the Christmas paper. She grabbed a piece of paper and drew a picture of his three horses and wrote, “I hope these cookies bring you some Christmas cheer.” She didn’t sign the note as that was against the spirit of The Christmas Project. Her act of kindness was supposed to be a secret.

Just as the sun began to set over the barren golden fields between their houses, she crept over to his front door and set the cookies on his porch, walking quickly back home and making sure she didn’t bother his horses, even though they neighed at her asking for a treat.

“I’m sorry, guys. I’m not allowed to bother you. Merry Christmas.”


Poppy’s mother saw where her daughter was headed and she almost called out and stopped her. She was a bit furious over the way Mr. Kringla shouted at her daughter for doing nothing more than loving animals. However, she resisted the urge. If Poppy wanted to spend all afternoon baking cookies and delivering them to Mr. Grinch, she at least hoped he wouldn’t be mean to the child for trying to be kind.

Maybe she could be a bit kinder herself. A young mother at church was down on her luck and had no one to spend the holiday with. She’d invite her to join them for Christmas dinner.


Mr. Kringla spotted Poppy from his kitchen sink window. “That dreaded child is coming over to mess with my horses again,” he grumbled.

But Poppy didn’t stop by the horses or even look their way. She walked on toward the front of his house and that’s when he saw she held a present in her hands. He waited for the doorbell to ring but it never did. Then, the little girl walked back to her house, not messing with his horse this time either. He made his way to the front porch to see what she’d left.

The plate of cookies was obviously homemade and tied up with a drawing and a pretty bow. She hadn’t signed the note but simply wished him Merry Christmas and asked him to pass it on.

His wife used to make goodies and give them to everyone at Christmas. Edna delighted in gifting anyone and everyone and often said, “We all need a little sweetness in our lives.”

Nicholas Kringla felt the moisture on his cheeks before he realized he was crying. What a sweet, wonderful child, and after he’d been so mean to her. Edna would be ashamed of him and his lack of kindness. First thing tomorrow, he’d call on her mother and ask if she wanted some horseback riding lessons and let her know that her little girl was welcome to come pet his horses anytime she wanted.

He felt the sudden need to do something nice for someone else and pass on her Merry Christmas.


One Week Before Christmas

Tina Murphy headed out to pay bills and then go up to the Scottsburg Walmart, praying she’d find $120 along the way. She’d put some toys for her little girl and a warm coat and video game for her teen son into layaway back in September, but her hours at work got cut and she was struggling to make the rent and pay her bills. $120 might as well be $10 million.

Her older son would understand. At fourteen, he was old enough to know the struggle, even though she tried to hide that worry from him. She worried about her five-year-old daughter, though. Just last night the little girl said she couldn’t wait for Santa to bring her a new doll because her other doll’s head popped off and she couldn’t get it to stay on anymore. Tina couldn’t bear to see the look of disappointment on her baby’s face when there wasn’t a new doll under the tree on Christmas day.

Life shouldn’t be this hard. It wasn’t supposed to be this hard, but her husband was killed last year while serving overseas and nothing would ever be the same again. Even though every military wife thought she was prepared to do parenting and life on her own if the worst happened, nothing could prepare you for the grief and loneliness that sat like a heavy anchor in the pit of your stomach.

If only she had family to fall back on, but her parents were gone, Jack’s parents were gone and the rest of the family was scattered about. She was on her own.

Her first stop was the water company. She couldn’t afford to pay any of her bills late and accrue late fees. Money was too tight for her to pay late fees, too.

“Hi, Tina.” The clerk greeted her by name as everyone in this small town did. She was glad she’d moved home after Jack got killed. At least life was familiar here and people cared about her.

“I need to pay my bill, Ellie.”

The clerk smiled. “It’s been taken care of already.”

Tina just stared at her. Had she heard the woman right? “There’s no balance?”

“Zero. Someone paid it and put extra on the account so you won’t have a bill for at least a few months.”

If someone had told her a few years ago that she’d want to jump up and click her heels together in joy over a water bill getting paid, she would have laughed, but that was exactly what she wanted to do. It felt like a miracle straight from heaven. The $35 she was going to spend on this bill could buy her little girl that doll she so desperately wanted.

“Seriously?” she said.

“Seriously.” Ellie laughed. “Have a Merry Christmas. The person who paid it said to pass it on when you’re able.”

Tina nodded and made her way to her next errand in a daze. Who could have payed the water bill for her? She had no idea but he or she was an angel. How could she pay it forward? She didn’t have much money, but she had a little time she could go and visit with an elderly neighbor or do some volunteer work.

Stop after stop. she found the same story. Someone had paid all her bills for the next few months and she owed zero. She now had enough money to get everything out of layaway.

She bowed her head for a moment. “Thank you, Lord.” All her prayers for her children had been answered for Christmas.

When Tina arrived at the layaway counter at Walmart, the amazing gift of freedom from worry some unknown benefactor gave her became a warm ember glowing inside her.

“Hi, my name is Tina Murphy. I’d like to pay this layaway off.” She handed the girl her receipt. The girl punched in a few things and smiled.

“It says Santa came in and paid it for you.”

“Santa?”

“That’s what it says. And, there’s a note that they left a gift card for $100 so you can buy a nice Christmas dinner or whatever you need.”

Tina couldn’t help it. She burst into tears. She’d been given everything she needed. She pulled out the $120 left because her bills were paid.

“Then, I want to pay this and help someone else who is struggling, because I’ve been truly blessed.”

The young girl smiled. “I actually know a family. The mom came in yesterday and paid $20 and said she had no idea how she was coming up with the other $120, but she’d keep paying what she could until there wasn’t a chance to get her items anymore. How amazing she needed $120 and you have $120 to pay.”

“Miraculous, you might say.” Tina commented. “Almost like God knew exactly what she needed.”

The young girl nodded in agreement.

Tina paid the $120 off for the mom and the young girl promised she’d call the other woman and let her know to pick up the layaway.


Christmas Eve

And thus began a wave of people seeing others do kind acts, paying it forward and helping others that grew exponentially from hour to hour until it brought them all here to this moment.

Pride swelled in Nicholas Kringla’s chest that he’d been part of this gathering. No one knew, of course, but he knew what he’d done for Tina Murphy and he also knew who inspired him to help his youngest nephew’s widow. No one would ever suspect him – the grumpy old man who looked like Santa Claus but hadn’t acted like him.

They didn’t know about his family’s history of secretly making toys and delivering them to children in the area whose families had so little. The tradition of toy making ended with his great-grandfather, but the spirit of giving continued.

He’d paid all of Tina’s bills in Jack’s memory and then some. Instead of pocketing the extra money she’d had left, Tina had paid off a bill for someone else, paying it forward.

  • That mom then paid for the meal of the person behind her in line at Wendy’s drive-through.
  • The person behind her was touched and donated $300 to the food pantry at First Baptist Church.
  • First Baptist Church was able to buy 30 Christmas meals for struggling families in the area.
  • Family and friends of those families were inspired to a variety of kindnesses, such as picking a child’s name off the Angel Tree or paying someone’s rent.

Each act of kindness touched dozens of others until the spirit of Christmas grew and swelled in the way only unselfish love grows.

When the local news station heard what Tina’s act of paying it forward sparked, they did a story and the entire town decided to gather in remembrance of his nephew and hold hands at midnight in a show of support for Jack’s widow and children.

Over 1500 people showed up and clasped hands from the edge of the parking lot, up past neighborhoods and into the forestry. At the stroke of midnight, they began to sing “Silent Night.”

Tears streamed down Nicholas’ face. He’d forgotten what Christmas was about for too many years – had grown bitter and hurt over the loss of his world. He’d blamed God for taking away his parents, his wife and his nephew.

It had only taken the innocent beautiful heart of one small little girl to change his perspective and touch so many lives. He wanted to continue with anonymous kind acts and he knew exactly what his next one was – there was a little girl who loved horses and really deserved to have one of her own.

“There has to be at least one day of the year to remind us that we’re here for something else besides ourselves.” – Eric Sevareid

*Note: Henryville, Indiana is a real town and is my hometown, but the characters in this story are 100% fictional as is the information about Kringlas being the first settlers. However, the spirit of the story and the way residents help each other in this rural Indiana town speaks of the underlying spirit of Monroe Township. I’ve lived here 14 years now and I wouldn’t want to live anywhere else.

She Had Her Mountains – Poem

The New River Gorge Bridge, seen from Fayette Station Road, at the New River Gorge National River, West Virginia.

This is a poem I wrote about my grandmother after she died. What an amazing woman my Grandma T. was. She raised 10 children. My mother was smack in the middle of the pack and their father died when my mom was about 12. My grandmother still managed to raise 10 wonderful kids. She was a young woman during the roaring 20s and loved to dance. She was kind, gentle and fiery all at the same time. I’ve never met anyone like her, who could be so humble and yet tough as nails. I miss her greatly, but am so thankful to have had her into my 30s.

wedding photo of lori soard with her grandma and grandma-in-heart
Our grandmas at our wedding – they both had the most beautiful souls…

She Had Her Mountains

When the world pushed her down, she pulled herself back up.

When she was in pain, she asked, “Are you okay?”

When someone was rough, she still said, “Thank you.”

When those she loved were taken, she knew she’d see them another day.

When she was hungry, she shared her food.

When she didn’t have money, she had her faith.

When she didn’t have mansions, she had her mountains.

A gentle soul,

A gentle reminder,

Of love and faith.

She touched so many lives.

Like ripples in a mountain crick,

Her gentle touch has spread

And will continue…

As long as there are children,

Grandchildren,

Great-grandchildren,

Great-great-grandchildren,

A beautiful legacy of a life lived for love and not for self.

Sunday Freebie

Dearest Readers,

My historical inspirational romance, Dear Viking, will be free this coming Sunday 8/27 and part of the day 8/28 (Monday). Now is a great time to grab your copy. If you do, and you enjoy the book, won’t you consider leaving me a review on Amazon? Reviews help me tremendously as a writer, because it tells those who haven’t read me before what my books are about. Thanks and love you all!

XOXO

Lori

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Free Book One Day Only – Saturday 8/5

the lipstick diaries

the lipstick diariesDearest Readers,

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I appreciate you more than you’ll ever know. Many of you don’t know that about five or six years ago, I was ready to walk away from writing. I knew I’d still write, but I’d decided that it would just be my little hobby. I’d gotten too close to success a few too many times, been orphaned by a few too many publishers, saw things in the industry I didn’t like, and was just kind of done with not having a regular, dependable paycheck.

I even went out and got an outside job for a while. I hated every minute of it. I was praying about what God would have me do, and about that time I got sicker than I’ve ever been in my life. The doctor knew it was a virus, but it was an unclassified one. I think I stayed in bed for a week straight and I felt really bad for another two weeks and tired for months after. During that time, my work decided they were cutting hours and ultimately I made the decision that I wasn’t going back.

So, I prayed for God to guide me and show me what he would have me do. And, as often happens, I didn’t get an immediate answer. Over time, I realized he still wanted me to write, but my focus needed to shift on why I was writing. I gained some business clients and that took care of the more reliable income to meet my needs to live. So, this freed me up to work on fiction for another reason and as I was given scripture and words through friends, pastors, and other sources, I began to realize that I had been given an opportunity to write with a clearer message about my beliefs and God’s word.

I began to realize that if I could touch just one person’s life with a book, that I was working for God’s kingdom. Sometimes it would be a fundamental truth – salvation. Sometimes it would be more subtle, such as a message that God works all things for good for those who love him and live for him. Sometimes it would be to cheer up someone who was hurting. I began to rework older books and write new ones with that ONE person in mind.

You see, when one of my readers messages me on Facebook, leaves a review, or sends me an email, I know I’ve reached that one person. I even had a review last year that on the surface was not a nice review. However, it said that the book talked about God a lot. Well, that was my point with the book, so after reflection I decided that was the best review I’d had that year. The reader may not have liked it, but she got the point of it. That was my ultimate goal. I love five star reviews as much as the next writer, but they are secondary to the message.

So, when I say I love and appreciate my readers, I mean it. If it is one reader, then I know that God sent you to me for a specific reason and that there is some message in my book for you. If it is 10,000 readers, then God sent each one to my book for a reason as well. In the end, it doesn’t matter if it is one of you reading this or 10,000 of you. It only matters that God is able to use it for His purposes.

I love you and I hope you enjoy this free promotion of THE LIPSTICK DIARIES. While not a blatantly inspirational book, it is clean and has a good message behind it. If you have a group of friends you love, I think you’ll enjoy it.

Love,

Lori

DOUBLE/TRIPLE TROUBLE – Serial Romance in Full

Recently, I released a serial romance on social media. This was a fun experiment, but as with many experiments, there were factors we didn’t plan for. While the idea of releasing a story in small bits sounded good, in actuality my readers had a hard time keeping up. Social media likes to pick and choose which posts people see, so it was difficult for readers to see them all and to remember to search for them.

While I didn’t initially plan to release Double/Triple Trouble on my blog, I have decided to place it below. Hopefully those who missed it on social media or had a difficult time finding all the installments will find this easier reading. To all my loyal readers, thank you so much for continuing to read what I have to offer. I appreciate you more than you know.

Lori

Double Triple Trouble
by Lori Soard

Devon let the tan canvas, overnight case drop to the plushly carpeted floor of the honeymoon suite with a dull thunk. A crystal vase graced the heavy oak dining table on the far wall, red roses in full bloom spilled over the edges of the finely cut glass. A bucket of ice nestled next to the vase, keeping a green bottle of champagne cool. A disgustingly sappy, heart-shaped jacuzzi peaked from a curtained corner, while jars of bath beads and oils filled the rising steam with flowery, nausea inducing heaviness.

Exhaustion pressed heavily behind Devon’s throbbing temples. He threw a glance at the shiny, satin comforter topping a king-sized bed complete with ceiling mirrors. His gaze dropped to the electronic key in his hand.

“I don’t think we’re in Kansas anymore,” he murmured to himself before giving a wry chuckle.

Apparently, the desk clerk had assigned him the wrong room. The faint crackle of ice warming to the temperature in the room drew his gaze back to the table. A pale lavender scrap of paper caught his attention. Moving closer, he scooped the letter into his hand.

DEAR MR. &

MRS. ST. CLARE,

WELCOME TO ENCORE RESORT. MAY WE BE THE FIRST TO EXTEND CONGRATULATIONS. PLEASE ACCEPT THE ROSES AND CHAMPAGNE AS OUR WEDDING GIFT.

The paper fluttered out of Devon’s suddenly numb fingers and drifted to the floor like the graceful descent of an eagle.

Marriage. That was a laugh. He was the furthest from marriage he could possibly be. There had only been one woman who’d ever made him consider marriage. He’d have to be crazy to chance holy matrimony after seeing the horror of divorce when his parents had split up. He shuddered at the memory of his once sweet, easy-going mother, slinging a pot of hot coffee in his father’s face. No. Marriage was not on his agenda.

It was actually rather humorous that they’d put him in the honeymoon suite. All the other rooms had been booked and the newlyweds had cancelled their reservations. The man who would never marry, in the honeymoon suite. He’d made it clear he didn’t want the extras – no romantic touches for him.

Devon scooped the colorful note off the cream carpet. The faint, lingering scent of lilies rose from the paper and his hand shook. Lilies always reminded him of her. He closed his eyes for a moment, ordering his thoughts in another direction – any other direction.

She’d run out on him, not the other way around. No explanation. No goodbye. Just an empty closet and a single unfinished book left face down on the coffee table. He forced his thoughts to the letter in front of him.

IF THERE IS ANYTHING WE CAN DO TO MAKE YOUR STAY MORE PLEASANT, PLEASE DON’T HESITATE TO CALL AT EXTENSION L-O-V-E (5683) OR STOP BY MY OFFICE ON THE FIRST FLOOR.

LAINY RUSSELL
HONEYMOON COORDINATOR

Devon felt the blood drain from his face right down to the tips of his toes only to slam its way into his heart and cause his pulse to pound violently against his chest. Lainy. Crumpling the letter into a tight ball, Devon strode to the door and headed for the first floor. Lainy was here, and they had unfinished business.

***

“Hear that lonesome whippoorwill. He sounds too blue to cry,” Lainy sang along to her favorite Hank William’s tune, emotion clogged her throat and made her voice sound husky.

She sniffed and pressed her fingers to damp eyelids. She seemed to cry at the drop of a pickle these days. Come to think of it, pickles sounded pretty good right about now. She’d better get her rambling thoughts under control or she’d never finish her work. Just because she hadn’t had time for breakfast was no reason to start daydreaming about lunch. If she was taking that extended vacation in a month, she needed to get caught up.

But, surely she could stop for half an hour and eat lunch? She was starving. Her stomach seconded with a noisy rumble.

Lainy reached down and patted her belly, “You be quiet.”

She gave a startled yelp and bolted behind her desk as a loud rap shook her office door on its hinges. Her arms came up protectively over her middle.

“Come in.” She wouldn’t be surprised if whoever it was had left permanent fist marks on the outside of her door.

The knob twisted as if in slow motion replay and the door swung inward. Lainy felt her heart kick into overdrive. Her breathing grew shallow, sounding loud even to her.

The man standing on the threshold was massive, well over six feet, his broad shoulders filled the doorway. A lock of midnight-black hair had dared escape and flop onto his forehead. His blue eyes were as icy as the depths of the arctic ocean. He was all animal power. He attracted her yet repelled her at the same time, like opposite ends of a magnet. Devon St. Clare. Lainy made an instinctive move to hide behind her desk, but it was too late. His brilliant and alert gaze had already dropped to her stomach, his throat worked convulsively.

***

Pregnant. Lainy was pregnant. Obviously pregnant. Devon smothered a groan.

“You’re pregnant.” He pointed at her bulging belly.

Her whiskey-brown eyes snapped with the scared defensiveness of a doe trapped in a car’s headlights. “Why thank you for that diagnosis, Dr. St. Clare. I never would have known what ailed me.”

Her full lips were twisted sarcastically. Devon frowned. Lainy had always been an optimist. She was the one who believed things would ultimately work out. She’d been the type of person who pulled out a handful of pennies at every wishing well, fountain and mud puddle and made wishes. What had happened to her since she’d run out on him?

“When is the baby due?” His jaw ached from gritting his teeth together so hard. He was amazed they didn’t collapse against each other into fine enamel powder.

“December twenty-fourth. Four more weeks.” Her gaze shifted to the side as she refused to meet his eyes.

“Is it mine?” He winced even as the words left his mouth. Of course the baby was his. Lainy hadn’t left him until the end of June. She wasn’t the cheating type – he didn’t think.

“No. ‘It’ is MINE.” Her hands had flown up to her hips, and her cheeks flushed with predatory anger. She’d never looked more beautiful. Devon swallowed, realizing how much he’d missed her spirit.

“You should’ve told me, Lainy.” He’d meant it to be a gentle admonition but the words came out sounding choked and emotional.

A father – he was going to be a father. A wide grin tugged at the corners of his mouth and he felt it pulling into a full-fledged smile.

“You can wipe that sappy smile off your face.” Lainy rounded the end of the heavy desk and paced to a few feet in front of him. She wagged her finger under his nose. “You didn’t want to be tied down, remember?”

Sudden realization flooded through Devon. Was that why she’d left? Had she truly believed he wouldn’t marry her once he’d found out she was pregnant? He’d known she’d recently become a Christian and was struggling with their living situation. She’d told him she couldn’t live with him without being married now that she was saved. But he’d been so adamant against marriage when she’d broached it. He could still remember the hurt look on her face when he’d said he would NEVER get married, they could live together in sin forever. He’d even laughed, never really noticing how silent she’d grown. It had been a few days later that he’d come home to an echoingly empty apartment.

He grasped her slender hand in his and bent down on one knee. Frantic, she struggled against his grip.

“Devon, don’t you dare. Don’t do this to me now.”

“Lainy, you’re going to have my baby.” He let his gaze rest on the swelling that was their child. “We’re going to be parents…”

“Stop.” She tugged harder at her hand, her fingers slipping loose a fraction.

Devon frowned. He was trying to do what was right here. It was his obligation to marry Lainy and provide a name for his child. True, he hadn’t planned on ever marrying, but if he had to do it, he’d rather it be Lainy than anyone.

“Lainy, I’ve grown up a little since you left. I can handle being a husband and a father. Just give me a chance.”

Sparkling tears pooled on the ends of Lainy’s lashes. “You don’t have any idea, Devon. You don’t have a clue.”

“So clue me.” He smiled gently at her.

“I’m having twins.”

Devon felt the smile fade by slow degrees and a cold sweat break over his brow. Twins. The word rose up around him like shackles tying him down for the rest of his life. He heard Lainy’s cynical snort at his reaction, but his mind focused on the ramifications of her words.

Twins.

***

She wasn’t surprised at his reaction, Lainy told herself. That was why she’d left without explanations. He didn’t even want to be a husband, much less a father. Add twins to that equation and you had a full-fledged disaster on your hands.

It was better to cut her losses now than to allow herself to fully open up to Devon and trust him with her heart, then have him stomp on it. A sharp stab of pain slammed into her lower back and Lainy sucked in her breath. She needed to stay calm for the babies.

“Why don’t you just go, Devon?” She moved to the swivel chair behind her desk and collapsed onto it. The faint aching throb remained in the small of her spine.

“No.” He stood, feet spread slightly apart, a determined look on his face. “I think we should get married.”

“Don’t be ridiculous.” She winced as another pain hit her.

“Are you okay?” His blue eyes turned from icy determination to warm concern in a moment as he rushed to her side.

Lainy bit her lower lip hard enough to draw blood. “Just some Braxton Hicks. No big deal.”

“I’m no expert, but I don’t think Braxton Kicks should make you turn pasty-white. Maybe we should call a doctor.” He reached out a gentle hand and brushed back a loose strand of hair.

Lainy resisted the urge to nuzzle into his hand. She remembered how he’d used any excuse to touch her hair. He’d often told her it was her best feature. A cinder-brown he’d called it – full of colors and life just like a smoldering fire. A stronger contraction pulled her stomach taut, running from her back to her front like superhuman arms crushing tight.

“No doctors. I’m fine.” Lainy tried to push to her feet. Stopped midway into a stand.

“Lainy?”

“I think my water just broke.” The damp announcement of the babies’ imminent arrival saturated her clothing.

The room blurred in a haze of pain and fear. She was vaguely aware of Devon shouting orders to someone and gently grasping her elbow to lead her to his car. Her eyes drifted shut as her world narrowed and became one focused breath after another. The only sound in the leather scented car was the heavy rasp of her breathing. Big breath in. Hold. One. Two. Three. Four. Breathe out. One. Two. Three. Four.

“We’re almost there, sweetheart. Just hold on.”

Lainy heard Devon’s voice as if she were standing on the top of a mountain and he was at the bottom shouting. Breathe in. Hold. Breathe out. Pant. Pant. Pant.

Mustn’t hyperventilate. She had to breathe. In. Hold. Out. Was there room in there to scream? She could breathe in, hold, then scream, couldn’t she?

The whir of an ambulance signaled their arrival at the hospital. A nurse in crisp white pants and lab coat rolled a wheelchair next to the Mustang convertible. What an impractical car for babies, Lainy thought. But then Devon had never wanted babies – or a wife.

A sob hiccuped out of her before she could stop it.

The nurse patted her on the shoulder. “There. There, honey. It’ll be okay. First baby?”

“Babies,” Lainy panted.

“Twins,” Devon confirmed as the nurse rolled her past the automatic doors and toward maternity with practiced efficiency.

***

Several hours later, Lainy had given birth to two wrinkled, red and screaming girls. Devon couldn’t seem to stop smiling. His cheeks ached from the grin on his face.

“I don’t feel so well.” Lainy fell back on the starched, pillows, her face matching their whiteness. Devon frowned. He had thought the worst was over.

“Lainy?” The doctor’s voice went up a notch and his face was etched in panic.

Devon grasped Lainy’s hand and held tight. He wasn’t going to lose her. He’d never told her how much he loved her. Not even when she’d lived with him. He’d been too scared to commit himself that much. To give up his heart.

Pant pant pant. Lainy’s breathing was shallow. Her pulse beat frantically against where his thumb rested on the soft inner skin of her wrist.

“Breathe, Lainy.” He leaned over and pressed a gentle kiss to her damp forehead. She looked up at him with dazed eyes, pain dulling their usual brightness and twisting her features.

Devon opened his mouth to tell her he loved her but the doctor’s soft chuckle surprised him. The man was laughing?

“Well, what do we have here?” The man glanced up at Lainy with an impish grin. “You need to push a couple more times, sweetheart.”

Lainy shook her head.

“Seems we have a surprise baby that was hiding behind the other two.”

Silence. Triplets? The only noise in the suddenly still room was the shallow rasp of Lainy’s breathing. Devon closed his eyes in panic. He wasn’t certain of his ability to be a good father to one baby, much less two. Now, he had to figure out how to parent three?

He couldn’t do it. Terror rushed to the pit of his stomach, heaved its way up into his throat and lodged there. He would make a lousy father a a worse husband. It wasn’t fair to Lainy. Wasn’t fair to the babies. They all deserved better. He’d help them financially of course, but on an emotional level he wasn’t capable. He was too much like his own father.

His father, who’d left his wife and eight year old son one stormy night. He’d driven away in his Oldsmobile station wagon with the wood-grained sides and never looked back. Devon had vowed then never to commit to something he couldn’t handle – and he couldn’t handle this.

He dropped Lainy’s hand and took two steps back. Her eyes flew to his face, even as she bit down on her lip to hold back a scream. Sudden understanding flooded her eyes with moisture.

He lifted his hands. “I’m sorry, Lainy. I-I..” He took two more steps back.

A tiny bundle slipped into the doctor’s hands and a soft mewl drew Devon back to the bed. He blinked back emotion at the sight of his child still attached to his mother by the long cord that had given him life these past months. He reached out a finger and gently touched the sticky little hand. His son blinked at him and grasped Devon’s finger tightly in his tiny fist.

His son and his daughters. Pride swelled in his chest. He glanced at Lainy, but she had her eyes closed and her face turned to the inside of the room.

“Would you like to cut the umbilical cord?” The doctor held a shiny pair of stainless steel scissors toward Devon.

He took them automatically, their cool metal feeling icy against his hot palm. Weighing them in his hand for a moment he pulled the handles apart and centered the opening over the cord.

Devon took a deep breath. He wasn’t his father. He didn’t want to be anything like the man. He loved Lainy. And he loved his children. Now he just had to convince Lainy he was worth taking another chance on.

He closed the blades with a decisive snap, cutting the binds of his past that had tied him away from commitment. Each baby was cleaned and dressed in a warm, fuzzy kimono. Devon pressed a kiss to each tiny, silken forehead and then allowed the nurses to cart the babies to the nursery for some basic tests and measurements.

Lainy was still staring toward the putrid-green, sanitized wall. He carefully sat down next to her and placed a hand on either side of her shoulders. She still didn’t move, closing her eyes to avoid his probing gaze.

“I know you’re exhausted, Lainy.” He brushed a stray strand of hair off her temple. “I just want to say one thing.”

Dark lashes remained like miniature, black, half-moons on her cheeks. He saw the long length of her throat work convulsively.

“I love you and I want you and the babies more than anything I’ve ever wanted in my life.”

Her lashes flew up and a wide brown gaze slammed into his. “What did you say?”

“I want you and the babies. I’ll be here for you.” He leaned over and pressed a butterfly kiss into the corner of her mouth.

She twisted her head and turned it into a full kiss, pulling his lower lip gently with her mouth, drawing him in.

“What did you say? Say it one more time,” Lainy insisted.

“I want you–”

She waved an impatient hand. “The other part?”

“I love you.”

“Since when?” Her expression was stern.

“Since forever.” He could feel the heat in his cheeks. “I just couldn’t say it, because I’m an idiot.”

“And why should I believe you now?”

“Because I love you so much I’m asking you to marry me. I’ll be a good husband.”

Lainy laid her palm against his cheek. “And father.”

“Is that a yes?”

“You don’t deserve me.”

“I know that.”

“Then, yes.”

Devon let out a whoop and scooped her into his arms, raining kisses over her face. He was no longer scared of raising triplets. Together, with the comfort and security of their love to return to, he and Lainy could handle any trouble their trio might stir up.

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Free Serial Romance

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serialDear Readers,

I’ve decided to release one of my romances as a free read for you, but I’m going to do it a bit differently than in the past. We all love social media these days, so I’ll be releasing two and three sentences at a time via social media. You can follow me on any of the following to get your updates every day (several a day):

I will also use the hashtag #lorisoard on all of the posts across social platforms, so you can always search for them. If you miss one, please let me know by reaching out on social media. I will be happy to send it to you. One other way to get the installments is to sign up for my newsletter. At the end of the month, I will include links to all the installments in order. I think this will be a lot of fun for all of us. I hope you enjoy the free serial novel.

Warmly,

Lori Soard

Order Autographed Copies of Lori Soard’s Books

Dear Readers,

For the last few months, I’ve been building up my inventory of my paperback books to have on hand. So many of my readers have requested autographed copies of my books over the last year, and I’m now pleased to announce that you can order autographed copies of your favorites right here on my website.

Thanks to Square, I was able to set up an online store that will track inventory and work as a payment gateway. You can use any major credit card or a checking account to order.

The shipping cost is already calculated in. When you place your order, simply leave me a note about who you’d like it personalized to (yourself or as a gift) and make sure your name is listed the way you want it autographed.

I also will put a few extras into orders, depending upon what promotional items I have on hand (pens, notepads, magnets, etc.).

Thank you so much for all you support. I hope this is a convenient option for you to get autographed books.

Lori

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